Diagnose Me?
What condition do these symptoms sound like;
Feelings of shame, worthlessness and guilt
Disorganized speech and strange behaviour
Not being able to show much emotion to things like sadness when a familly member you care about falls ill
Thinking I’m capable of extreme things which aren’t characteristic of me
Nervous around people
Afraid of talking to people
Addiction to pornographic images and masturbation, then the feeling of emptiness afterwards.
It sounds to me my friend like you need to come out of your shell! Stop cutting yourself off from everyone.In order to feel comfortable interacting with people, you have to put yourself out there to interact!
Sounds like you have some depression going on too!More frustration than anything that’s causing it. It’s all normal range of feelings we humans have in us.
The addiction to porn and masturbation just tells me you need to find a real person to be with, maybe then your life will feel fuller and have meaning!
I wouldn’t say you have strange behavhioural problems, it seems more to me that your confused when put in awkward situations.
Just try to be yourself and learn to mingle with family and friends.I’m sure after a exposure for a little while and you’ll coma back into the main stream of things! Stop beating yourself up about all this!
Feelings of shame and guilt???You haven’t specified why my friend and until you address these issues no one else can help you! I hope my perspective has helped.I interact with people constantly on a daily basis and I guarantee you ,just let people into your world and let down those walls your hiding behind.
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all of your symptoms sound like…….FEAR………., and the stress it causes. anger is also caused by fear……
you can start helping yourself by allowing yourself to accept that you have fears…..and then by choosing to LIVE anyways….. your scaring yourself into a hole…….you’ll just have to dig yourself out. have faith in yourself, you CAN do this. just decide to do something good (and be specific) to help yourself and then DO it!
that emotion numbness comes from the weight of all your feelings pressing down on you. your spirit can’t handle all that and everyone else’s problems too. don’t feel ashamed to take time and energy to help yourself. until you do help yourself, you cant really help anyone else.